On April 1st at 6:08pm my son Noah was born. This
was the single most difficult and most rewarding experience in my entire life.
I had no idea what my body was capable of. I feel proud to be a woman and to
become a mother. This moment began a new chapter in my life. This chapter is
not like the others. It is never ending. It is grueling. It is constant. It is
satisfying. It is fulfilling. I’m the most tired and most frustrated I’ve ever
been, and when I think I just can’t possibly go another second, I do. And then, in the same moment, my heart is overcome with love and passion.
This new experience in my life brings new perspective and
refreshed thoughtfulness. I stopped writing at the beginning of last year.
Suddenly I was at a loss for words. I was at a loss as to where I wanted this
blog to go. Almost 4 years since I started it, I wondered how much it had
grown, or hadn’t, and where to take it next. I felt bored with everything. Then
I had Noah. Then I was completely consumed with taking care of him, adjusting
to my new life as a mother, and moving with my new bundle of love across the
world back to Kuwait from Tampa, on vacation to Scotland, then back to Kuwait.
Over the past (almost) six months I have had a lot of time
to quietly think as I watch Noah play, nurse, or sleep. I’ve been able to consider
where I want this to go and further where I want my life to go. What does High
Heeled Traveler mean?
This is my journey. This is my story. It’s personal. I want
to write about my life experience to add to the online collective. I want to
share stories with words and images. I’ll talk about my favorite things. I’ll
talk about that frustrating experience or that funny, embarrassing moment.
Sometimes I’ll travel and share that story. Sometimes I’ll drink wine and let
you know if it’s something good (or bad). Sometimes I’ll share a moment about
my son and my family. Sometimes I’ll just talk about life. Sometimes I'll talk about lipstick and heels and pretty things. There will be no schedule, no editorial calendar, no sponsored content.
So, who’s with me? Are
you ready for a new chapter?
